I'm doing my best to keep active. I had to take 2 days off of work 2 weeks ago before I walked away with out a job. B and I ran 3 out of our the 4 days together. That Sunday, he ran 4.5 miles with me. We went for a run later that next week, and something happened with my legs. They turned to complete jello and I couldn't finish! I was laughing so hard because I looked like I was drunk walking back to the car. I ran today for 3 miles and boy was it hot! I do believe it was this time last year that we had switched our runs to the morning.
I'm not going to give up running. I didn't make it to the half marathon in Cleveland due to some financial issues. I fully intent on participating in the Towpath Half Marathon on Oct 11. I will not have a repeat of the kidney stone bull shit that kept me down for so long!
I'm sorry for bitching and complaining, but I had to get this all off my chest. Maybe putting this out there will help something good come my way. I just need to figure something out!
Thank you all for listening! I promise, it's back to running next time!
4 comments:
Things are hard right now and it makes it easy to become quickly frustrated. (((hugs for Nan!))) Just take a little at a time and build it back up. You'll get there again. One thing at a time, one step at a time. :D
Hang in there! I can totally relate to your stresses right now. Things will get better. Glad you are back!
We all need to air out every now and then and that should be fine with everyone reading you. If not, who cares. It is your blog.
Hope things pick up and more in the right direction for you soon.
Don't feel bad..sometimes a girl just needs to vent and get it all out to feel better. These economic times are very stressful but it sounds like you are trying your best and that's all one can do. You'll get it all figured out; and when you need that release, lace up those running shoes and hit the pavement!
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